Pringggggggg!!!Bunyi alarm...maksudnya dalam keadaan marah dan sakit hati.Why?Cause letih nak mengeratkan silatulrahim, kalau acap kali yang cakap nak jupa, nak dating, nak gathering, nak holiday, nak jimba-jimba, nak watch movie, kalau tak lain dan tak bukan Muke Akak jugak!Nak cari tarikh Muka Akak juga, nak book hotel Muka Akak jugepp...seolah-olah kita sorang yang beria nak jupe.Seolah kita sorang yang nak sangat berkawan & nak eratkan tali persahabatan.Ouchhhhhhhh...okey fine,semua dah keje and busy..or maybe aku sorang je yang tak busy, tiap-tiap bulan ON OFF ke Bangi and Alor Setar, sebab aku bukan enginiar or doctor or guru..so takde la busy sangatkan??(Maaf lah ye kalau terasa, Emo!)
Sepanjang kita bersahabatlah kan?Berapa kali wahai sahabatku, korang bagi suggestion nak hang out reramai?Nak spent time together watch movie?Nak g makan-makan?Nak gi karok?Nak g berbuka?Maybe korang bukan spesis ramah-tamah yang ajak orang lain keluar, so bila dah ade orang yang terlebih ramah nie ajak jupe..cubalah senang-senangkan diri anda,tak pun bagi suggestion lain, tak pun take part dalam plan itu. So takde la aku rasa macam "terhegeh-hegeh" sgt nak hang out dengan korang..seolah2 mcm nak keluar dengan Remy Ishak! Kalau sekali dua..ok, aku faham,busy. Tapi kalau everytime aku ajak.."tengoklah dulu, takot ada plan", "plan lah dulu, nati bagi tau aku".."tak sure la, make sure lah, nati tak jadi"...cross my finger! I'm not going to ask you out anymore.Full Stop.Because friend is all about feel comfortable.
Sementara belum kahwin, x ade En.Husband, x ade anak pinak, mertua, ipar duai,ini lah masa nak hang out dengan kawan-kawan.Lepas nie dah takde dah, berkepitlah dengan family masing2. In any relationship, tak kira frienship, boyfriend girlfriendship, familyship, officeship, parentship..or anything mesti kena ada give and take.If satu pihak je yang bagiiiiiiii...ajakkkkk...yang sorang lagi tadahhh,terimaaaa...rejectttt.Letih Mak Nokkssss!!!
Muhasabah Diri:
" Mungkin ko je yang anggap dia kawan??Dia tak anggap ko kawan dia pun?"...ermmm ye kot.Ok..syok sendiri rupanya.
Hehehehe...
ReplyDeleteWelcome to the real world of busy, selfish and ignoring people around us.Give a break to urself and keep quite for while.
Btw...i love this quote: I appreciate a friend who consult her calander but i salute more who doesn't.
Cemana you letih dengan people around who are ignorance.
ReplyDeleteKami sebagai ahli keluarga pun rasa letih to keep up the relationship with you who are so ignorance as well.
You only in touch with us when u in need, otherwise you are so busy like CEO from MNC.
I understand if u delete my post, just to let u know...how exactly u make us feel about yourself.
After all, what people said is true enuf; what comes around goes around
Have a nice day ahead.